getting out of the comfort zone

this past week was spent in a drug-induced stupor. I had made plans with various different people because this was my only week of 'vacation' seeing as I start my new job Monday. Unfortunately, I didn't make it to ONE, not even one of my get-togethers. I think it has a lot to do with the fact that I'm broke, but I am also withdrawing as well. I'm not turning into a hermit or anything. I just feel so uncomfortable in my own skin.