sudoku

i just discovered sudoku yesterday and i'm additcted. i can't believe i was only introducted to it yesterday, it's kinda sad... because if i ever opened a newspaper (not even one of high caliber) then i would have been hooked on the puzzle ages ago.

speaking of being 'behind the times', i also just recently watched an episode of the ali g show. that guy is hilarious.

so like a month ago i had decided that shopping should be my new vice. then i realized that shopping won't cut it because sometimes you buy stuff that you end up not wearing or something whereas with weed, you'll mellow out and relax every single time. no fail. well, i guess there are 'those days' where you realize that it's time for a little break. you know what else does the trick every time? exercise. it'll always get you pumped and you get toned while you're at it. plus it feels so good after working out. that's my plan. yoga, pilates, skipping rope, running, rollerblading, i'll even get that exercise ball the ex raves about. wait, there was a drawback to this. but i totally just forgot what it was. ahhh thc.

i've also decided to stop looking for love. going on a hiatus. the quest for true love has gotten me into so much crap and caused so much unneccessary grief. since january, i've met i think about 10 gay women and i've made out or done more with 6 of them. how messed up IS THAT. it is Messed Up. i was only genuinely interested in 2 of them and the rest were just... for fun. i don't even really know what the motivation behind all this is. i don't like you, but you're here and i don't have much experiences with girls so i'll take just about anything.

this is such a "i'm having trouble with my love life so i'm just gonna work on myself in hopes that it'll help". just transferring all that energy.