there's a reason this blog is titled 'thinking way too much'. like that whole ex-bf fiasco was totally unwarranted. i'm not saying i overanalyzed. i still have the position that all my arguments and worries were vaild, it's just that spending my time and energy on it was a waste. needless to say it was resolved. now i'm a believe in fate/destiny. if i'm meant to be with someone, then eventually it'll happen.

on the other hand, there's that notion of: if you keep doing the same thing you've always been doing, then you'll get what you've always been getting. sitting on your ass daydreaming isn't the way to go about making changes in your life. but i guess some things just can't be forced.